الأحد، 11 ديسمبر 2016

my secret messages

dear : ......... I


you know 
there is many things always making me confuse 
but you were the most 
I have no idea about this love
  that i fall into you
as much i love you as much i feel pain 
as much i sad ...
as much i remember you even after all this years
but i love that feel,,, im addicted 
,
,
,
i was only 15 years old 
 a high school boy with  big story of love with big heart 
a boy which waiting for his destiny
 or such americul  power to pick him up of feeling
 i never thought will be you
but i knew first when i sow you
will be you
 and it's you

i never thought even i will have
 that much of love inside me
 to give it for some one
i still remember how i came to the school every day just to see  you
 pretending that im not watching you
but im following you
.when you are close or far
 i was keeping survive between
. myself and the pride of main 
i still remember that phone cabinet which i used to go every day 
  and how i save my daily school pocket  money
to use it for calling you and heard your voice 
,

no matter if i stay all my school day with hunger  
im in other way feeling full of your feeling 
i dont know do we need to come back 
or better if we are absent
i dont know even if we were really or that was a dream
if you gone or you will come
but i know sure that i love you from deep my heart 
i miss you 
and i miss myself with you
,
,
,
sayed shalaby

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